In This Four Sides

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It’s suffocating! It’s disgusting!

This kind of feeling that you can’t make any step, forward or backward, one step and your life might change. It can be a win-win situation or it can be an epic fail.

For two years, it’s been 8 months now that I am working with numbers, letters and other documents. Logical analyzation of daily quality reports is like surfing into big waves of ocean water or letting yourself in the middle of growling thunders and lightning. It’s very complicated but on its positive side, it gives me insight how to dwell with the numbers and problem solving. It teaches me how to behave myself on the kind of circumstances I never wanted to be and mostly, find the way out…

In the mid of this career, I tried to look back when I was looking for a job when factory worker was my last choice; when repetitive routine was my last resort. I tried reaching different company since college graduate is in-demand at some point. But still I ended as a quality inspector and became clerk. I know that everything happens for a reason, so whatever job I went it, I believe that God has a big plan for me, I just need to wait for the right time or He has preparing me for something big responsibility waiting for me.

But don’t make me wrong, I don’t believe in luck because every achievement, rewards and fame are the fruits of hardworking. Everything I’m doing, I put love and make sure that it’s perfectly well done! Because it would be the mirror of my personality and one way to gain audience and invest network of friends to help filling me in.